Did you already know...?!!?!!??!!

When I made a choice to take this path on my journey...
... did you know this is where I would be coming to?
is this where I would be stopping
and learning to say 'No'
Standing up for myself
Learning about protecting myself
Learning about healthy boundaries
Learning...
that by saying 'no',
there is a price to be paid

Did you already know I would be here?
Did you already know this is exactly where I will  be?
Did you already know exactly I would be here?

Be gentle with me
Be generous with me
Be gracious with me
... for I am broken, fragile, frail  and vulnerable!

I have been here before
... this junction/crossroad of my journey
Yet, each time it's different
It's another deeper layer of the same
Like the seasons in a year
Yet, each year the seasons can be very different from the year/years before

Here I am today
... admitting
... claiming
... looking in the eye
... embracing and
... befriending
my brokenness, fragility, frailty and vulnerability

Here I am

Just as I am

I am

... continuing my journey
Coming to myself
Hopefully closer 'home' to myself
To say clearly... loudly... and courageously
with ownership
"I am broken,fragile, frail and vulnerable."

Even saying these few truthful authentic words
... seems to sit more comfortable
Sitting side by side... looking at each other
... hugging each other sideways
... smiling, with our heads on each other's

and ...

... saying ...

It's alright.
It's okay.

Did you already know from here on...
... where I would be going onto next?